"Meine Schafe hören meine Stimme, und ich kenne sie und sie folgen mir." (27)
After some Jewish people asked him, if he is the Christ or not, he gave them this answer. Acctually this answer is a clear "yes" because of the parable he said before, the works he had done till then and everything word he has said. But it seems that some people just do not want to, can not, are not willing to listen to him and follow him, like the sheeps are fallowing the shepherd according to his voice. But in contrary we can see how they hated him and wanted to destroy him for the words he is saying (19,31,39). They are at that time indeed not a sheep of Jesus. Because they do not listen to him, do not trust him and do not let themselves led by him.
On the other side the author of John illustrate the other side, the sheep of Jesus. He reported about the many people who believed in Jesus and came to him (41+42). Those are the one who will receive all the grace and protection Jesus has promised and the sheep are the one how will enter into eternal life.
In this small chapterwe can see how nice and meaningful the bible is written: In the first part it writes about the parable of the Good Shepherd, than Jesus esplains the meaning and purpose of telling this parable. Than in the second half it reports about a real situation where some people had problems with the identity of Jesus (which is not different today). With them we can see an example of, not to be a sheep of Jesus = not to believe in him= not to listen to his voice.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
John 14
8Philip said, "Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us." 9Jesus answered: "Don't you know me, Philip, even after I have been among you such a long time? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, 'Show us the Father'?
Here we can see that the disciple who has been with Jesus didn't fully understand who Jesus is or what Jesus means. Many times in the Bible we see this type of scenarios happen, where Jesus would speak one thing but the disciples will understand it for another. The disciples, even though they have been with Jesus, did not fully comprehend Jesus. Another example is in the case of Lazarus (John 11:11-13). Where Jesus was speaking of death, but the disciples understood it for natural sleep. Also in the case of Martha, when Jesus was speaking of immediate resurrection, she understood it to be the resurrection at the last day (John 11:23,24).
This makes me wonder if we still do that today as Christians. Even if we have been Christians for a long time, and we read the Scripture. Do we understand the Scripture differently than how God intended for us to understand it? Do we comprehend what the Lord wants us to do fully? Or are we on different wavelengths as the Word, and missed the point? One other example would be Peter, when he tried to save Jesus out of love and courage when Jesus told them He will suffer and be killed (Matthew 16:21-23). Peter missed the point of Salvation. In listening to the word of God today, do we also place our own thoughts and feelings into it? Or are we truly listening to the Word and comprehend the point it is trying to convey, even if it is against our thoughts and feelings?
The Spirit of truth will bring us to all truth (John 16:13). The problem is, are we full of the Spirit, and are we relying wholly upon the Spirit at all times?
Here we can see that the disciple who has been with Jesus didn't fully understand who Jesus is or what Jesus means. Many times in the Bible we see this type of scenarios happen, where Jesus would speak one thing but the disciples will understand it for another. The disciples, even though they have been with Jesus, did not fully comprehend Jesus. Another example is in the case of Lazarus (John 11:11-13). Where Jesus was speaking of death, but the disciples understood it for natural sleep. Also in the case of Martha, when Jesus was speaking of immediate resurrection, she understood it to be the resurrection at the last day (John 11:23,24).
This makes me wonder if we still do that today as Christians. Even if we have been Christians for a long time, and we read the Scripture. Do we understand the Scripture differently than how God intended for us to understand it? Do we comprehend what the Lord wants us to do fully? Or are we on different wavelengths as the Word, and missed the point? One other example would be Peter, when he tried to save Jesus out of love and courage when Jesus told them He will suffer and be killed (Matthew 16:21-23). Peter missed the point of Salvation. In listening to the word of God today, do we also place our own thoughts and feelings into it? Or are we truly listening to the Word and comprehend the point it is trying to convey, even if it is against our thoughts and feelings?
The Spirit of truth will bring us to all truth (John 16:13). The problem is, are we full of the Spirit, and are we relying wholly upon the Spirit at all times?
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
John 13
10Jesus answered, "A person who has had a bath needs only to wash his feet; his whole body is clean. And you are clean, though not every one of you." 11For he knew who was going to betray him, and that was why he said not every one was clean.
This verse caught my eye, because it serves as such a strong reminder. Even if we have been washed by Jesus, we still may not be clean like Judas. It lets us know how important it is that we do not give room to Satan, and let Satan have a hold of us. Because it says that "the devil had already prompted Judas Iscariot, son of Simon, to betray Jesus" (vs. 2). At that point, Judas is already under the control of the devil. He is being used by the devil. I hope that all of us can be watchful so that we will not fall into the trap that Judas fell into. What we will do may not be directly betraying Jesus in person, but it can be directly betraying Jesus our God in spirit. When we are drawn deep into the trap, we will not be able to control our actions, because our actions will be prompted by the devil.
Let us not forget that we have part in Jesus after He washed our feet. Let us remain clean and not fall short of the love of Christ our God. Let us continue to remain in Jesus and have part with Him.
This verse caught my eye, because it serves as such a strong reminder. Even if we have been washed by Jesus, we still may not be clean like Judas. It lets us know how important it is that we do not give room to Satan, and let Satan have a hold of us. Because it says that "the devil had already prompted Judas Iscariot, son of Simon, to betray Jesus" (vs. 2). At that point, Judas is already under the control of the devil. He is being used by the devil. I hope that all of us can be watchful so that we will not fall into the trap that Judas fell into. What we will do may not be directly betraying Jesus in person, but it can be directly betraying Jesus our God in spirit. When we are drawn deep into the trap, we will not be able to control our actions, because our actions will be prompted by the devil.
Let us not forget that we have part in Jesus after He washed our feet. Let us remain clean and not fall short of the love of Christ our God. Let us continue to remain in Jesus and have part with Him.
Monday, May 31, 2010
John 13
John 13
V8. Peter said to Him, “You shall never wash my feet!”
Jesus answered him, “If I do not wash you, you have no part with Me
I believe all of us are familiar with this chapter as we have had numerous of sermons on regard this chapter during foot-washing ceremony. And, through Jesus’ action toward his disciplines during this sacrament of love, we have learnt how great GOD’s love is. Jesus himself said “If I do not wash you, you have no part with me”. Literally, the meaning of “washing” is “the action of making something clean". And at this context, Jesus was the active subject and the disciplines were the ones being washed thus the disciplines was the passive subject. This means that Jesus voluntarily took the responsible to wash the disciplines’ feet so that disciplines can have part with Him.
Even though at the beginning the Peter refused to be washed but Jesus went on washing their feet. This means that Jesus was so determine to provide salvation for us without being asked, He knew exactly His duty and responsibility. We are blessed to know Him as our savior, but do we have the same determination be saved? Have we have done enough to be saved? Have we followed the example of GOD?
V8. Peter said to Him, “You shall never wash my feet!”
Jesus answered him, “If I do not wash you, you have no part with Me
I believe all of us are familiar with this chapter as we have had numerous of sermons on regard this chapter during foot-washing ceremony. And, through Jesus’ action toward his disciplines during this sacrament of love, we have learnt how great GOD’s love is. Jesus himself said “If I do not wash you, you have no part with me”. Literally, the meaning of “washing” is “the action of making something clean". And at this context, Jesus was the active subject and the disciplines were the ones being washed thus the disciplines was the passive subject. This means that Jesus voluntarily took the responsible to wash the disciplines’ feet so that disciplines can have part with Him.
Even though at the beginning the Peter refused to be washed but Jesus went on washing their feet. This means that Jesus was so determine to provide salvation for us without being asked, He knew exactly His duty and responsibility. We are blessed to know Him as our savior, but do we have the same determination be saved? Have we have done enough to be saved? Have we followed the example of GOD?
Sunday, May 16, 2010
John 12
47. And if anyone hears My words and does not believe,[i] I do not judge him; for I did not come to judge the world but to save the world.
It is quite sad that a lot of people still do not understand the main mission of GOD. Many people out there think that GOD is a judge rather than a savior so they refuse to listen to word of GOD and believe in Him. They like to blame GOD on bad things that happened in their lives and think that GOD punishes them. This is so not right because GOD never has such intention; GOD wants to give the best for us. He really does. He promises us an eternal life and salvation. What else we can ask for? Many people still do not have correct mindset about the purpose of believing in GOD. And, it is not easy to explain about this to others people who never get in touch with Christianity. Indeed, we are blessed that we clearly know, that GOD is our savior. Hopefully, we can spread this good news to whoever who dov not believe in GOD yet.
It is quite sad that a lot of people still do not understand the main mission of GOD. Many people out there think that GOD is a judge rather than a savior so they refuse to listen to word of GOD and believe in Him. They like to blame GOD on bad things that happened in their lives and think that GOD punishes them. This is so not right because GOD never has such intention; GOD wants to give the best for us. He really does. He promises us an eternal life and salvation. What else we can ask for? Many people still do not have correct mindset about the purpose of believing in GOD. And, it is not easy to explain about this to others people who never get in touch with Christianity. Indeed, we are blessed that we clearly know, that GOD is our savior. Hopefully, we can spread this good news to whoever who dov not believe in GOD yet.
Sunday, May 02, 2010
John 11
39 Jesus said, “Take away the stone.”
Martha, the sister of him who was dead, said to Him, “Lord, by this time there is a stench, for he has been dead four days.”
40 Jesus said to her, “Did I not say to you that if you would believe you would see the glory of God?” 41 Then they took away the stone from the place where the dead man was lying.[d] And Jesus lifted up His eyes and said, “Father, I thank You that You have heard Me. 42 And I know that You always hear Me, but because of the people who are standing by I said this, that they may believe that You sent Me.” 43 Now when He had said these things, He cried with a loud voice, “Lazarus, come forth!” 44 And he who had died came out bound hand and foot with grave clothes, and his face was wrapped with a cloth. Jesus said to them, “Loose him, and let him go.”
I really like the sentences of at verse 40 “Did I not say to you that if you would believe you would see the glory of GOD. This is so true, if we believe, then we will see the glory of GOD. However, in fact, it is easier to say than done. I used to struggle with “believe” concept. Honestly, being a practical person, I had hard time to believe in something that seems possible. In this Lazarus story, it seems possible that Lazarus will live again, even some Jews, who knew that Jesus could open the eyes of blind man, doubted that Jesus can make Lazarus live again. I used to have some doubt like those Jews have, even though I have heard lot testimonies in regard with such miracles.
I have a testimony to share. Thank GOD, few months ago, God has let me experienced His great mightiness. My graduation process was not very smooth. I had one subject left that I failed fourth time. It really made me frustrated and devastated. I wasn’t a straight-A student but normally I would be able to pass exam with ease. This subject was the only one that I need to re-take whereas the others subject I passed right after first attempts. And as I had finished my thesis, I was so desperate to graduate as soon as possible so I wrote an appeal letter for examination board to ask for special arrangement because I did not want to further delaying my graduation. When I submitted the letter, I only had 4 weeks left until the deadline of March graduation and the staff at the examination board told me that the process of this special request would take up tp 3 weeks to be processed and plus, I needed time to study and prepare for the extra-retake and the teacher needed time to grade it. Thus, rationally, it wouldn’t be impossible to be done within 4 weeks. At that time, I had given up this hope and I thought if I couldn’t make it this March then June would be fine. Moreover, the professor had written at the course manual that he would not give any extra-chance besides the normal scheduled exams. At that time, I did not pray about it seriously because I thought it would be impossible anyway.
However, during the waiting process, I heard a sermon about this Lazarus story then I asked myself “would I believe to see the glory of GOD?” “Do I really want to see the glory of GOD in my life”. And I decided to start to pray about this and it was quite difficult to convince myself to believing something that sounds impossible. And I had many doubts such as “The professor is very busy, he would not be able to grade my essay in such short time” “Would I able to write this essay only within few days” “Would I have enough time to do research, read that much articles, journals then eventually write the essay?” But, since I was so desperate then I didn’t have any choice but believe and have faith in GOD.
However, thanks GOD, only after few days, I got a reply from the professor and he said that I did not have to do exam instead, I could write a paper which I can choose the topic. And, he agreed to grade my paper on-the-spot so that I would have more than enough time to write this essay. I was so surprised as normally, this professor is a killer one and it was not easy to pass his course. And I kept praying about my essay so that I could produce a “sufficient paper” in such short time. I was only after I prayed seriously about this that everything started to become smooth and possible. Indeed, throughout the whole process I’ve felt the abidance of GOD and witnessed how GOD prepares everything. I really thank GOD that He guided me and gave me strength through out the writing process so that I could finish the essay on time. Only 3 hours later after I delivered my essay, the professor informed me that I passed the course and the grade was much higher than I expected. I was able to register my graduation just only few hours before the deadline ended and at the end of March; I successfully defended my thesis and graduated.
I really thanks GOD that I had chosen to believe even thought everything seemed impossible. GOD is the mighty one and everything is possible through Him. Up to now, this experience was my biggest challenge in my faith journey, and I thanks GOD that GOD has helped me throughout the process. During this process, I have learned that I shouldn’t worry about “tomorrow” but put faith in GOD and pray fervently and GOD will open the way. Few months ago, I felt devastated and frustrated that I didn’t pass this exam after many attempts and there was time that I kind of lost hope. Nevertheless, looking back, now, I am thankful that I went through this experience in order to see GOD’s glory. Now, I have truly come to understand that GOD always prepares the best for us. So when something went wrong and didn’t turn out like we wished, don’t be discourage, but lift our eyes through prayer. Through prayer and faith, we will receive strength from GOD to bravely overcome all the difficulties.
May the name of God be praise and thank Him for showing me His wonderful graces.
Martha, the sister of him who was dead, said to Him, “Lord, by this time there is a stench, for he has been dead four days.”
40 Jesus said to her, “Did I not say to you that if you would believe you would see the glory of God?” 41 Then they took away the stone from the place where the dead man was lying.[d] And Jesus lifted up His eyes and said, “Father, I thank You that You have heard Me. 42 And I know that You always hear Me, but because of the people who are standing by I said this, that they may believe that You sent Me.” 43 Now when He had said these things, He cried with a loud voice, “Lazarus, come forth!” 44 And he who had died came out bound hand and foot with grave clothes, and his face was wrapped with a cloth. Jesus said to them, “Loose him, and let him go.”
I really like the sentences of at verse 40 “Did I not say to you that if you would believe you would see the glory of GOD. This is so true, if we believe, then we will see the glory of GOD. However, in fact, it is easier to say than done. I used to struggle with “believe” concept. Honestly, being a practical person, I had hard time to believe in something that seems possible. In this Lazarus story, it seems possible that Lazarus will live again, even some Jews, who knew that Jesus could open the eyes of blind man, doubted that Jesus can make Lazarus live again. I used to have some doubt like those Jews have, even though I have heard lot testimonies in regard with such miracles.
I have a testimony to share. Thank GOD, few months ago, God has let me experienced His great mightiness. My graduation process was not very smooth. I had one subject left that I failed fourth time. It really made me frustrated and devastated. I wasn’t a straight-A student but normally I would be able to pass exam with ease. This subject was the only one that I need to re-take whereas the others subject I passed right after first attempts. And as I had finished my thesis, I was so desperate to graduate as soon as possible so I wrote an appeal letter for examination board to ask for special arrangement because I did not want to further delaying my graduation. When I submitted the letter, I only had 4 weeks left until the deadline of March graduation and the staff at the examination board told me that the process of this special request would take up tp 3 weeks to be processed and plus, I needed time to study and prepare for the extra-retake and the teacher needed time to grade it. Thus, rationally, it wouldn’t be impossible to be done within 4 weeks. At that time, I had given up this hope and I thought if I couldn’t make it this March then June would be fine. Moreover, the professor had written at the course manual that he would not give any extra-chance besides the normal scheduled exams. At that time, I did not pray about it seriously because I thought it would be impossible anyway.
However, during the waiting process, I heard a sermon about this Lazarus story then I asked myself “would I believe to see the glory of GOD?” “Do I really want to see the glory of GOD in my life”. And I decided to start to pray about this and it was quite difficult to convince myself to believing something that sounds impossible. And I had many doubts such as “The professor is very busy, he would not be able to grade my essay in such short time” “Would I able to write this essay only within few days” “Would I have enough time to do research, read that much articles, journals then eventually write the essay?” But, since I was so desperate then I didn’t have any choice but believe and have faith in GOD.
However, thanks GOD, only after few days, I got a reply from the professor and he said that I did not have to do exam instead, I could write a paper which I can choose the topic. And, he agreed to grade my paper on-the-spot so that I would have more than enough time to write this essay. I was so surprised as normally, this professor is a killer one and it was not easy to pass his course. And I kept praying about my essay so that I could produce a “sufficient paper” in such short time. I was only after I prayed seriously about this that everything started to become smooth and possible. Indeed, throughout the whole process I’ve felt the abidance of GOD and witnessed how GOD prepares everything. I really thank GOD that He guided me and gave me strength through out the writing process so that I could finish the essay on time. Only 3 hours later after I delivered my essay, the professor informed me that I passed the course and the grade was much higher than I expected. I was able to register my graduation just only few hours before the deadline ended and at the end of March; I successfully defended my thesis and graduated.
I really thanks GOD that I had chosen to believe even thought everything seemed impossible. GOD is the mighty one and everything is possible through Him. Up to now, this experience was my biggest challenge in my faith journey, and I thanks GOD that GOD has helped me throughout the process. During this process, I have learned that I shouldn’t worry about “tomorrow” but put faith in GOD and pray fervently and GOD will open the way. Few months ago, I felt devastated and frustrated that I didn’t pass this exam after many attempts and there was time that I kind of lost hope. Nevertheless, looking back, now, I am thankful that I went through this experience in order to see GOD’s glory. Now, I have truly come to understand that GOD always prepares the best for us. So when something went wrong and didn’t turn out like we wished, don’t be discourage, but lift our eyes through prayer. Through prayer and faith, we will receive strength from GOD to bravely overcome all the difficulties.
May the name of God be praise and thank Him for showing me His wonderful graces.
Friday, April 23, 2010
John 10
16 And other sheep I have which are not of this fold; them also I must bring, and they will hear My voice; and there will be one flock and one shepherd.
This particular verse tucks my heart. Clearly this verse is talking about evangelism which we must do. Talking about evangelism, I know, here, we haven’t done much in this specific task. There are still many people out there who haven’t folded into our church. And it is our task to bring them back to the fold. May GOD give us strength and motivation to perform this task. We really need to work hard in this matter. GOD will guide us.
This particular verse tucks my heart. Clearly this verse is talking about evangelism which we must do. Talking about evangelism, I know, here, we haven’t done much in this specific task. There are still many people out there who haven’t folded into our church. And it is our task to bring them back to the fold. May GOD give us strength and motivation to perform this task. We really need to work hard in this matter. GOD will guide us.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
John 12
It's strange how one can read a chapter one day and feel nothing. But on another day, reading the same chapter, feel something.
7"Leave her alone," Jesus replied. " It was intended that she should save this perfume for the day of my burial. 8You will always have the poor among you, but you will not always have me." (John 12)
1When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James, and Salome bought spices so that they might go to anoint Jesus' body. 6"Don't be alarmed," he said. "You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. (Mark 16)
The expression that came to mind after reading this verse again is 'carpe diem', remembering what happened in Mark with the two Mary's. Mary Magdalene and Mary of Jesus wanted to do the same thing for Jesus that Mary of Bethany did already, but they were too late. Jesus already predicted that Mary of Bethany saved the perfume for His burial. (On a side note, why is Mary such a popular name? This is even before Mary of Jesus became distinguished because of her special blessing in carrying Jesus in her womb.) This can remind us that if we want to do things for God, not to wait. Because even if we just wait for 8 or 9 days, it might be too late, like in this case. We do not know what will happen in the next moment. That is why there's a saying: Yesterday is a history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a present (a gift from God). I know it is easier said than done. Many times we have the zeal in our hearts to do things for God, but we are not proactive enough in carrying it out into action. Hopefully we can be a source of strength for each other, and continue to pray for a increase in faith and deed.
10So the chief priests made plans to kill Lazarus as well, 11for on account of him many of the Jews were going over to Jesus and putting their faith in him. 8Many people, because they had heard that he had given this miraculous sign, went out to meet him. 19So the Pharisees said to one another, "See, this is getting us nowhere. Look how the whole world has gone after him!" 37Even after Jesus had done all these miraculous signs in their presence, they still would not believe in him. 42Yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed in him. But because of the Pharisees they would not confess their faith for fear they would be put out of the synagogue; 43for they loved praise from men more than praise from God.
It is quite sad after reading these verses. That even after witnessing the miracle Jesus has performed, they still would not believe. However, it sounds like God blinded them from the prophesy from Isaiah:
"He has blinded their eyes
and deadened their hearts,
so they can neither see with their eyes,
nor understand with their hearts"
Can anyone explain this? But what I find even more saddening is the people in vs. 42 & 43. Those that believe, but do not have faith strong enough to stand up for their beliefs. I think sometimes we might become one of these people when we face the acceptance of men. Even with something as simple as saying grace in front of our friends before we eat when no one else is doing the same. Perhaps we can think about incidences where we have failed to acknowledge Jesus to others, either with our words or our actions.
7"Leave her alone," Jesus replied. " It was intended that she should save this perfume for the day of my burial. 8You will always have the poor among you, but you will not always have me." (John 12)
1When the Sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James, and Salome bought spices so that they might go to anoint Jesus' body. 6"Don't be alarmed," he said. "You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. (Mark 16)
The expression that came to mind after reading this verse again is 'carpe diem', remembering what happened in Mark with the two Mary's. Mary Magdalene and Mary of Jesus wanted to do the same thing for Jesus that Mary of Bethany did already, but they were too late. Jesus already predicted that Mary of Bethany saved the perfume for His burial. (On a side note, why is Mary such a popular name? This is even before Mary of Jesus became distinguished because of her special blessing in carrying Jesus in her womb.) This can remind us that if we want to do things for God, not to wait. Because even if we just wait for 8 or 9 days, it might be too late, like in this case. We do not know what will happen in the next moment. That is why there's a saying: Yesterday is a history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a present (a gift from God). I know it is easier said than done. Many times we have the zeal in our hearts to do things for God, but we are not proactive enough in carrying it out into action. Hopefully we can be a source of strength for each other, and continue to pray for a increase in faith and deed.
10So the chief priests made plans to kill Lazarus as well, 11for on account of him many of the Jews were going over to Jesus and putting their faith in him. 8Many people, because they had heard that he had given this miraculous sign, went out to meet him. 19So the Pharisees said to one another, "See, this is getting us nowhere. Look how the whole world has gone after him!" 37Even after Jesus had done all these miraculous signs in their presence, they still would not believe in him. 42Yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed in him. But because of the Pharisees they would not confess their faith for fear they would be put out of the synagogue; 43for they loved praise from men more than praise from God.
It is quite sad after reading these verses. That even after witnessing the miracle Jesus has performed, they still would not believe. However, it sounds like God blinded them from the prophesy from Isaiah:
"He has blinded their eyes
and deadened their hearts,
so they can neither see with their eyes,
nor understand with their hearts"
Can anyone explain this? But what I find even more saddening is the people in vs. 42 & 43. Those that believe, but do not have faith strong enough to stand up for their beliefs. I think sometimes we might become one of these people when we face the acceptance of men. Even with something as simple as saying grace in front of our friends before we eat when no one else is doing the same. Perhaps we can think about incidences where we have failed to acknowledge Jesus to others, either with our words or our actions.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
John 9
35 Jesus heard that they had cast him out; and when He had found him, He said to him, “Do you believe in the Son of God?”
36 He answered and said, “Who is He, Lord, that I may believe in Him?”
37 And Jesus said to him, “You have both seen Him and it is He who is talking with you.”
38 Then he said, “Lord, I believe!” And he worshiped Him.
39 And Jesus said, “For judgment I have come into this world, that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may be made blind.”
40 Then some of the Pharisees who were with Him heard these words, and said to Him, “Are we blind also?”
41 Jesus said to them, “If you were blind, you would have no sin; but now you say, ‘We see.’ Therefore your sin remains.
36 He answered and said, “Who is He, Lord, that I may believe in Him?”
37 And Jesus said to him, “You have both seen Him and it is He who is talking with you.”
38 Then he said, “Lord, I believe!” And he worshiped Him.
39 And Jesus said, “For judgment I have come into this world, that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may be made blind.”
40 Then some of the Pharisees who were with Him heard these words, and said to Him, “Are we blind also?”
41 Jesus said to them, “If you were blind, you would have no sin; but now you say, ‘We see.’ Therefore your sin remains.
I have several thought on above verses. First of all, as we can seen from the passage, the blind man was casted and Jesus approached him and asked: “Do you believe in the Son of GOD?. For me, the way Jesus approached the blind man is kind of confirmation that GOD will look after us. Sometimes, because of what we believe, we will feel different than most of other people in this world. However, God will come to us and questioned our faith, and we have to examine our faith thoroughly whether we do believe in Him or not even though the world seems to “cast” us out. Moreover, it also shows that even thought the world does not care about us, but GOD does.
Secondly, the blind man answered Jesus “Who is He, Lord that I may believe in Him”. This blind man had a hunger to seek the Lord. He submissively and obediently yearns for believing in GOD as he said “that I may believe in Him”. This blind man was more than willing to engage a conversation with Jesus. Surely, nowadays, we don’t have opportunity to chat face to face with GOD but we can pray to have conversation with GOD. Pray so that GOD knows what are our concerns, worries, etc.
Thirdly, Jesus answered the blind man: “You have both seen Him and it is He who is talking with you. When we search for GOD, He definitely will be there to answer us. Of course, today, we won’t hear a direct answer from GOD like Jesus answered the blind man and Jesus will not physically talking to us. But, we need to trust that GOD will answer our questions. God has numerous ways to answer our prayers. The answers could be testimony from others brethrens, words of encouragement from brothers and sisters as well as sermons and word of GOD delivered from Preacher or Holy workers. What we need to do is diligently reading the bible, sensitively listening word of GOD and most importantly, keeps those in our heart.
Fourthly, this blind man did have a simple faith. He simply believes in GOD and worshipped in Him after Jesus healed him and explained him who is GOD. The blind man didn’t any questions like the Pharisees. The blind mind just believes in GOD like there is no other way. We, human being, sometimes do have rational thinking which will hold back our faith. Sometimes, we do ponder, how things could be turned out like this, like that and we ask a lot of question based on our rationality. But, if we judged everything based on our rationality, we will have no faith in GOD.
In sum, from above paragraph we can learn few teaching as follows:
1. Don’t worry about what people think about us, GOD will take care. What we need to do is hold fast our faith.
2. We should constantly have the hunger to search for GOD and be submissive to Him.
3. Be sensitive to word of GOD and have faith in Him and eventually, we will realize that we have a good relationship with GOD. Believe that GOD will provide us with “answers”.
4. Have a simple faith and just believe. Don’t mix rationality with our faith. Set aside all those rationality, level-head thinking in order to have simple faith like this blind man.
Friday, April 09, 2010
John 11
We had just heard a sermon about this chapter. However, there are still certain places that puzzle me. I cannot really understand the context of some of the verses. For example:
8 The disciples said to Him, “Rabbi, lately the Jews sought to stone You, and are You going there again?”
9 Jesus answered, “Are there not twelve hours in the day? If anyone walks in the day, he does not stumble, because he sees the light of this world. 10 But if one walks in the night, he stumbles, because the light is not in him.” 11 These things He said, and after that He said to them, “Our friend Lazarus sleeps, but I go that I may wake him up.”
I cannot really see the connection of verses 9 & 10 with it's context. There seem to be some sort of spiritual meaning about the light of the world. However, what does it have to do with people wanting to stone Jesus? It seems as if Jesus is trying to teach His disciples something.
Also:
16 Then Thomas, who is called the Twin, said to his fellow disciples, “Let us also go, that we may die with Him.”
Why did Thomas say 'that we may die with Him'? What did he mean by that? It almost could sound like he is mocking Jesus.
8 The disciples said to Him, “Rabbi, lately the Jews sought to stone You, and are You going there again?”
9 Jesus answered, “Are there not twelve hours in the day? If anyone walks in the day, he does not stumble, because he sees the light of this world. 10 But if one walks in the night, he stumbles, because the light is not in him.” 11 These things He said, and after that He said to them, “Our friend Lazarus sleeps, but I go that I may wake him up.”
I cannot really see the connection of verses 9 & 10 with it's context. There seem to be some sort of spiritual meaning about the light of the world. However, what does it have to do with people wanting to stone Jesus? It seems as if Jesus is trying to teach His disciples something.
Also:
16 Then Thomas, who is called the Twin, said to his fellow disciples, “Let us also go, that we may die with Him.”
Why did Thomas say 'that we may die with Him'? What did he mean by that? It almost could sound like he is mocking Jesus.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
John 10
16 And other sheep I have which are not of this fold; them also I must bring, and they will hear My voice; and there will be one flock and one shepherd."
This verse tells us of the important commission that is given by Jesus before His ascension. We are to carry on the work of Jesus to bring in other sheep to the fold. There are many others out there who are not yet of His fold but belong to His fold. All will come to this one fold under Jesus, the shepherd.
I have often wondered why it is difficult spreading the truth to non-Asians, given that the truth is from God. At the end, all types of people from everywhere are to gather before God.
9 After these things I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no one could number, of all nations, tribes, peoples, and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, with palm branches in their hands, 10 and crying out with a loud voice, saying, “Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!” (Rev 7).
From the signs of natural disasters, war, and corruption in the world, it is clear that we are approaching the time of sorrow. The most current being a 7.0 earthquake in Haiti this Tuesday, with an estimate of around 50,000 possible casualties. Although 6 you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for alla]">[a]these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. 7 For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences,b]">[b] and earthquakes in various places. 8 All these are the beginning of sorrows (Mt 24). Therefore, there is still much for us to do during this time of sorrow to spread the truth to all nations, tribes, people, and tongues. Perhaps the most difficult time for the world is the best time for the truth.
At times I wonder if we are not doing our best in spreading the truth to the respective countries that we have been placed. Asians are scattered across all continents, giving us access to other cultures and languages. Perhaps it is time that we examine our purpose for God in the country that we have been placed. That in the near future, others will not view our church as an Asian church, but an international organization built on truth and not race. Spreading the truth is definitely not an easy task, and even the apostles and Jesus Himself encountered problems along the way. But hopefully we can see their example as encouragement not to give up but press forward. Let's keep encouraging one another in this regard, because there is strength in number.
This verse tells us of the important commission that is given by Jesus before His ascension. We are to carry on the work of Jesus to bring in other sheep to the fold. There are many others out there who are not yet of His fold but belong to His fold. All will come to this one fold under Jesus, the shepherd.
I have often wondered why it is difficult spreading the truth to non-Asians, given that the truth is from God. At the end, all types of people from everywhere are to gather before God.
9 After these things I looked, and behold, a great multitude which no one could number, of all nations, tribes, peoples, and tongues, standing before the throne and before the Lamb, clothed with white robes, with palm branches in their hands, 10 and crying out with a loud voice, saying, “Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!” (Rev 7).
From the signs of natural disasters, war, and corruption in the world, it is clear that we are approaching the time of sorrow. The most current being a 7.0 earthquake in Haiti this Tuesday, with an estimate of around 50,000 possible casualties. Although 6 you will hear of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not troubled; for alla]">[a]these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. 7 For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. And there will be famines, pestilences,b]">[b] and earthquakes in various places. 8 All these are the beginning of sorrows (Mt 24). Therefore, there is still much for us to do during this time of sorrow to spread the truth to all nations, tribes, people, and tongues. Perhaps the most difficult time for the world is the best time for the truth.
At times I wonder if we are not doing our best in spreading the truth to the respective countries that we have been placed. Asians are scattered across all continents, giving us access to other cultures and languages. Perhaps it is time that we examine our purpose for God in the country that we have been placed. That in the near future, others will not view our church as an Asian church, but an international organization built on truth and not race. Spreading the truth is definitely not an easy task, and even the apostles and Jesus Himself encountered problems along the way. But hopefully we can see their example as encouragement not to give up but press forward. Let's keep encouraging one another in this regard, because there is strength in number.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
John 9
6 When He had said these things, He spat on the ground and made clay with the saliva; and He anointed the eyes of the blind man with the clay. 7 And He said to him, “Go, wash in the pool of Siloam” (which is translated, Sent). So he went and washed, and came back seeing. 11 He answered and said, “A Man called Jesus made clay and anointed my eyes and said to me, ‘Go to the pool of Siloam and wash.’ So I went and washed, and I received sight.”
Sorry, I didn't have internet access for several days.
After reading this chapter, one thought came to mind...Jesus did His part, now it's our turn to do our part. There is a process which is explained in both vs. 6 & 7 and vs. 11. This blind man originally does not believe in Jesus, however, for the glory of God, he was chosen to receive grace from God. This we can see from other verses in this chapter. Jesus came to him first to heal him, although not without some work to be done on the blind man's part. First, Jesus did His part and anointed his eyes with clay. However, it did not say that the blind man can see after Jesus did that. After the anointing, Jesus instructed the blind man to wash in a pool. The crucial step before receiving his sight was the blind man's obedience. He went and washed without a question. Only after his obedience did he receive sight.
Yes, God is love, he gave grace to us. Many believe that it is a one way street. However, from this chapter, we can see that it is actually a two way street. God does His part and chose us for His glory, and gives instructions for us to do our part, and when we obey without questions and carry it out, that's when His promises are fulfilled and we are blessed and He is in turn glorified
Isaiah 43:7
Everyone who is called by My name, Whom I have created for My glory; I have formed him, yes, I have made him.”.
Sorry, I didn't have internet access for several days.
After reading this chapter, one thought came to mind...Jesus did His part, now it's our turn to do our part. There is a process which is explained in both vs. 6 & 7 and vs. 11. This blind man originally does not believe in Jesus, however, for the glory of God, he was chosen to receive grace from God. This we can see from other verses in this chapter. Jesus came to him first to heal him, although not without some work to be done on the blind man's part. First, Jesus did His part and anointed his eyes with clay. However, it did not say that the blind man can see after Jesus did that. After the anointing, Jesus instructed the blind man to wash in a pool. The crucial step before receiving his sight was the blind man's obedience. He went and washed without a question. Only after his obedience did he receive sight.
Yes, God is love, he gave grace to us. Many believe that it is a one way street. However, from this chapter, we can see that it is actually a two way street. God does His part and chose us for His glory, and gives instructions for us to do our part, and when we obey without questions and carry it out, that's when His promises are fulfilled and we are blessed and He is in turn glorified
Isaiah 43:7
Everyone who is called by My name, Whom I have created for My glory; I have formed him, yes, I have made him.”.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
John 9
29 He replied, "Whether he is a sinner or not, I don't know. One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see!"
I just like this answer of this blind man. Though the sentences are short, they are clear and direct pointing out the importances.
I think he was not very happy to considered a sinner by the disciples of Jesus and also the Pharisees.
I just like this answer of this blind man. Though the sentences are short, they are clear and direct pointing out the importances.
I think he was not very happy to considered a sinner by the disciples of Jesus and also the Pharisees.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
John 8
First a verse I want to share with everyone :
7 "If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her."
I mean didnt we started like this? everyone picks a verse in this chapter. And it is not neccesary to exlpain or write a long reflection about it? It was mainly about reading the bible AND let others reading it too. This particular verse just seems handy for the everyday life. Something to add into our attitude .
I am happy that I could use this quite time in the evening to read John and to write something.
In this chapter Jesus is again talking to the people. I think that we can not see the recordings in John in a strict order concerning time and place. It is maybe a collection and compression of the teachings of Jesus. In the other gospesl we often see the sentence that Jesus sat down to teach the people. But the actual content is often not noted down.
For this chapter I like to draw out all the features mentioned by Jesus about himself (hm maybe this sentences is not quite right...)
12 "I am the light of the world
14"Even if I testify on my own behalf, my testimony is valid, for I know where I came from and where I am going.
(here I do not understand how this statement maches with the one in John 5:31 "If I testify about myself, my testimony is not valid. maybe it is importatn to take a good look into the context. Though I looked for the context but I was not very clear to me)
15 I pass judgment on no one
16But if I do judge, my decisions are right
16I am not alone. I stand with the Father
23 I am from above. I am not of this world
29 The one who sent me is with me; he has not left me alone
36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.
45 I tell the truth
46 I am telling the truth
58 before Abraham was born, I am
I hope that I got most of the descrptions which are mentioned in this chapter. Maybe you already noticed that I missed a big group out. It is about the relation between him and the father to which he very often refers to. It is that he is not doing, telling or acting on his own but be does the will of the father and speaks what he has intrusted him. He often repeats himself and explain this relationship from different aspects.
A little detail which is a bit unexlpainable:
20He spoke these words while teaching in the temple area near the place where the offerings were put.
It was the word "Gotteskasten" it is one word which is rephrased in enlgish with "the place where the offerings were put". I mean mentioning this detail here makes one asking "why????" hehe. I do not know it. But it does remind me about the grass int the chapter before. Maybe there is also a link for it here. It really makes me ask "what is this thing doing in this abstract text??" So maybe one of you have an answer for it.
7 "If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her."
I mean didnt we started like this? everyone picks a verse in this chapter. And it is not neccesary to exlpain or write a long reflection about it? It was mainly about reading the bible AND let others reading it too. This particular verse just seems handy for the everyday life. Something to add into our attitude .
I am happy that I could use this quite time in the evening to read John and to write something.
In this chapter Jesus is again talking to the people. I think that we can not see the recordings in John in a strict order concerning time and place. It is maybe a collection and compression of the teachings of Jesus. In the other gospesl we often see the sentence that Jesus sat down to teach the people. But the actual content is often not noted down.
For this chapter I like to draw out all the features mentioned by Jesus about himself (hm maybe this sentences is not quite right...)
12 "I am the light of the world
14"Even if I testify on my own behalf, my testimony is valid, for I know where I came from and where I am going.
(here I do not understand how this statement maches with the one in John 5:31 "If I testify about myself, my testimony is not valid. maybe it is importatn to take a good look into the context. Though I looked for the context but I was not very clear to me)
15 I pass judgment on no one
16But if I do judge, my decisions are right
16I am not alone. I stand with the Father
23 I am from above. I am not of this world
29 The one who sent me is with me; he has not left me alone
36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.
45 I tell the truth
46 I am telling the truth
58 before Abraham was born, I am
I hope that I got most of the descrptions which are mentioned in this chapter. Maybe you already noticed that I missed a big group out. It is about the relation between him and the father to which he very often refers to. It is that he is not doing, telling or acting on his own but be does the will of the father and speaks what he has intrusted him. He often repeats himself and explain this relationship from different aspects.
A little detail which is a bit unexlpainable:
20He spoke these words while teaching in the temple area near the place where the offerings were put.
It was the word "Gotteskasten" it is one word which is rephrased in enlgish with "the place where the offerings were put". I mean mentioning this detail here makes one asking "why????" hehe. I do not know it. But it does remind me about the grass int the chapter before. Maybe there is also a link for it here. It really makes me ask "what is this thing doing in this abstract text??" So maybe one of you have an answer for it.
Friday, December 11, 2009
John 01 (review)
I have to apologize for stopping posting for so long. Now I would like to review and to carry on my subject that "How does Jesus reveal God?" in Gospel John.
In chapter 1, John addressed firstly the relationship between God and the world. The world are created by God, and the life comes from God (1-4). However, this relationship has split due to the sin, or the darkness (5). Though God would like to rebuild this relationship to provide the life to men (6-9), human beings are not all willing to receive his grace (10-11). Only those who are willing receive his grace will receive life, that is, born in spirit as the children of God (12-13).
Therefore, it is Jesus, the One and Only of God, brought this grace and truth among men and manifested God's glory before men (14-17). Through Jesus, God manifested His nature, that is, the grace and the Truth. Thus, the core argument of the Gospel John is Jesus's manifestation of the nature of God.
So in chapter 1, there are three groups of people who recognized Jesus's real identity, not in flesh but in spirit: a) John the Baptist, who identified Jesus as God's lamp, whose work is taking way the sin of the world (1:29) according to the indication of the descending holy spirit (1:33-34), and even he confirmed Jesus as the Son of God (34); b) Andrew and Peter, who identified Jesus as Messiah (1:41) because they heard of the testimony of their teacher, John the Baptist (1:35-37), and c) Philip and Nathanael, who identified Jesus as the one been referred in the books of prophets (1:45), the Son of God and the King of Israel (1:49).
For they receiving Jesus, they became the children of God and receive their newness of life - they became the voice in the desert (23), the rock of his people (42) and the prince of God, like Jacob (51). So, we can regard them as the models of salvation.
John 7
50Nicodemus, who had gone to Jesus earlier and who was one of their own number, asked, 51"Does our law condemn anyone without first hearing him to find out what he is doing?"
52They replied, "Are you from Galilee, too? Look into it, and you will find that a prophete" does not come out of Galilee."
wow each chapter in John is pretty long or has much content. And often it is hard to grasp the main point of Jesus teachings within a short time of period. hehe thats why I last time choose a pasage from a event which really took place. This time I also do not refer to the difficult teaching of Jesus. I like to quote another man: Nikodemus. He once said to Jesus
1Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a member of the Jewish ruling council. 2He came to Jesus at night and said, "Rabbi, we know you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the miraculous signs you are doing if God were not with him." (John 3 1-2) And here he speaks to the other Pharisees who are agry about Jesus and the people who follow Jesus. He askes them a question. On what is their behavior or disire based? On the law? Nikodemus says no because if they would act as it is in the law they would first to a hearing to find out who Jesus is. And the question weather their actions are based on love is not necessary to be asked. What made me recognise this verse (john7.51) was the german word "erkennen". Not only here but also in chapter 6 this word is used in context with Jesus.
john 6. 69We believe and know that you are the Holy One of God." in german its the same vocabulary :erkennen. And I am sure that at least Daniela will think of another book when we talk about "erkennen". It is the book we read in german lesson Der Proceß the protagonist is unable to erkennen and this is one of the reasons you can give to explain his execution in the last.
Unable to erkennen... unable to erkennen (~ see) your own flaws... unable to see Jesus... unable to see the reality.
This leads us to the topic of being blind. Which just makes me think about ecclesiastes (prediger). you might be as wise as Salomo but there are still things hidden from you.
But that would be another topic. I want to remain by the things you should see and you need to see.
But at least maybe we can say: Yes there is much we do not see (though we should) but at least we should be able to see Jesus like Peter and not like the Pharisees who shut their eyes.
52They replied, "Are you from Galilee, too? Look into it, and you will find that a prophete" does not come out of Galilee."
wow each chapter in John is pretty long or has much content. And often it is hard to grasp the main point of Jesus teachings within a short time of period. hehe thats why I last time choose a pasage from a event which really took place. This time I also do not refer to the difficult teaching of Jesus. I like to quote another man: Nikodemus. He once said to Jesus
1Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a member of the Jewish ruling council. 2He came to Jesus at night and said, "Rabbi, we know you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the miraculous signs you are doing if God were not with him." (John 3 1-2) And here he speaks to the other Pharisees who are agry about Jesus and the people who follow Jesus. He askes them a question. On what is their behavior or disire based? On the law? Nikodemus says no because if they would act as it is in the law they would first to a hearing to find out who Jesus is. And the question weather their actions are based on love is not necessary to be asked. What made me recognise this verse (john7.51) was the german word "erkennen". Not only here but also in chapter 6 this word is used in context with Jesus.
john 6. 69We believe and know that you are the Holy One of God." in german its the same vocabulary :erkennen. And I am sure that at least Daniela will think of another book when we talk about "erkennen". It is the book we read in german lesson Der Proceß the protagonist is unable to erkennen and this is one of the reasons you can give to explain his execution in the last.
Unable to erkennen... unable to erkennen (~ see) your own flaws... unable to see Jesus... unable to see the reality.
This leads us to the topic of being blind. Which just makes me think about ecclesiastes (prediger). you might be as wise as Salomo but there are still things hidden from you.
But that would be another topic. I want to remain by the things you should see and you need to see.
But at least maybe we can say: Yes there is much we do not see (though we should) but at least we should be able to see Jesus like Peter and not like the Pharisees who shut their eyes.
John 8
"53Then each went to his own home. 1But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. "
At first no verses jumped out at me when I read this chapter. Then I reread it several days later and noticed the last verse of chapter 7 coupled with the first verse of chapter 8. The contrast caught my eye.
Here it said that 'each went to his own home'. Yet, where did Jesus go? Mount of Olives. Home is a place where people return to at the end of the day, it is a place of comfort with family, with people whom you can trust and rely upon. It is where you can talk about the day's troubles and share the day's joy. It is a place where people can withdraw to for privacy and meditation away from the day's toils.
However, this verse seem to suggest that Jesus lacked a 'home'. In the eyes of the world, that may be true. But Jesus had said Himself that He is "not of this world" (Jn 17:16) and that His "kingdom is not of this world" (Jn 18:36). Therefore, from the eyes of this physical world, how can Jesus have a place to call 'home'? 'Home' to Jesus is the same as to us, except the being who he returns to at the end of the day, who He finds comfort in, who He shares His troubles and joys with, a place where he comes for privacy and meditation is with His Father. His 'home' has a deeper meaning than that of the physical world. It is where he talks to His disciples of the things to come. It is where He prayed in tears to His Father to take that bitter cup away. It is where Jesus begins His journey to the cross.
Like Jesus, we should also have a place for God to be our 'Mount Olive'. Whether it be a physical place or a place in our heart. A place where we focus on the things of God, and where we can find comfort in God, share our burdens and joys with God. A place where we can transcend our earthly 'home' and remember that we have a better 'home' elsewhere. That our 'home' is not of this world, but with God.
The mention of 'home' caught my eye, because for a long time now, since moving to the USA, I do not have a physical place where I can call 'home'. I had lived in my aunts' house, and then rented apartments, and then moved around. There is not a steady, physical place where 'home' is. 'Home' became wherever I lived. Usually for other people, home is the house where their parents live or if you are married, where your family lives. Since my parents do not own a place in USA and I am not married, there isn't a physical place of 'home'. At times, I feel awkward telling people I'm going 'home', because there really isn't a 'home' there waiting for me. In this sense, I can relate to Jesus. Therefore, 'home' became where I attend church., a place where God is. Even though the relationship and intimacy with brothers and sisters isn't the same as with the immediately family, the brothers and sisters became the family I had. But most importantly, God is what I always have. Even when feeling all alone amidst the crowd, I knew that at least God is there for me, and that is where 'home' is supposed to be.
At first no verses jumped out at me when I read this chapter. Then I reread it several days later and noticed the last verse of chapter 7 coupled with the first verse of chapter 8. The contrast caught my eye.
Here it said that 'each went to his own home'. Yet, where did Jesus go? Mount of Olives. Home is a place where people return to at the end of the day, it is a place of comfort with family, with people whom you can trust and rely upon. It is where you can talk about the day's troubles and share the day's joy. It is a place where people can withdraw to for privacy and meditation away from the day's toils.
However, this verse seem to suggest that Jesus lacked a 'home'. In the eyes of the world, that may be true. But Jesus had said Himself that He is "not of this world" (Jn 17:16) and that His "kingdom is not of this world" (Jn 18:36). Therefore, from the eyes of this physical world, how can Jesus have a place to call 'home'? 'Home' to Jesus is the same as to us, except the being who he returns to at the end of the day, who He finds comfort in, who He shares His troubles and joys with, a place where he comes for privacy and meditation is with His Father. His 'home' has a deeper meaning than that of the physical world. It is where he talks to His disciples of the things to come. It is where He prayed in tears to His Father to take that bitter cup away. It is where Jesus begins His journey to the cross.
Like Jesus, we should also have a place for God to be our 'Mount Olive'. Whether it be a physical place or a place in our heart. A place where we focus on the things of God, and where we can find comfort in God, share our burdens and joys with God. A place where we can transcend our earthly 'home' and remember that we have a better 'home' elsewhere. That our 'home' is not of this world, but with God.
The mention of 'home' caught my eye, because for a long time now, since moving to the USA, I do not have a physical place where I can call 'home'. I had lived in my aunts' house, and then rented apartments, and then moved around. There is not a steady, physical place where 'home' is. 'Home' became wherever I lived. Usually for other people, home is the house where their parents live or if you are married, where your family lives. Since my parents do not own a place in USA and I am not married, there isn't a physical place of 'home'. At times, I feel awkward telling people I'm going 'home', because there really isn't a 'home' there waiting for me. In this sense, I can relate to Jesus. Therefore, 'home' became where I attend church., a place where God is. Even though the relationship and intimacy with brothers and sisters isn't the same as with the immediately family, the brothers and sisters became the family I had. But most importantly, God is what I always have. Even when feeling all alone amidst the crowd, I knew that at least God is there for me, and that is where 'home' is supposed to be.
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